These days, it really feels like no matter what I do, it's never gonna be enough. I do my best but prayers are not enough, being nice is not enough, being kind and empathetic is not enough. Financially, how am I supposed to do this? I feel like doing it alone is the hardest way forward. Shouldering everything myself, I fall into despair. I start comparing myself to others whose lives are better. They have support, I don't. Should I ask? If I do, I know the answer anyway. I am trying to keep things a little bit more positive right now. I am fighting back depressing thoughts and negative comparisons with other people's lives. What did I do wrong to face such seemingly insurmountable financial crisis alone? It's one of those days.