There was a time when I was really childish and immature. I loved you, was swayed by another man, fell, and was swayed by you again. It wasn't my intention. I was really young and unsure about what it was either. Look, I am now 40+ and still unsure. So, can you give the 16+ me a break? I feel so much heartbreak when I think about what I did on a whim when I was young. The things I was influenced with, the people I listened to, and how unfair it was to you. You dud nothing wrong. Nothing. It was me. Maybe you did a little bit wrong....LOL...but can we let it go? But when you were in my life, it was beautiful because you made it beautiful. You made me feel worthy and pretty and I was something worthy, LupKhee, you were worth more than I deserve. I hope you're living your life well. I am doing the best I can and I hope you're doing the same.