Finally Good News

Part of zen is not to hang onto rotten pasts. Also part of zen is to not hang onto good ones. Things change all the time and we must remain flexible even when things are looking up for us because neither good or bad will stay forever.

I've said it before that the end of 2016 and the whole of 2017 was a struggle for me and the kids. This year, things are a little better already. But it's not all rose bushes, rainbows and unicorns. Adjustment is always hard. I view it, however, as positive adjustments.

Here's a reminder to myself that although things are changing little by little where hope is opening up a few windows for us this year, we are not to hang onto the little wins either.

It would be like drinking wine/beer and trying to hang onto the high. Tomorrow is a new day and while we appreciate and are grateful for the good things that are coming, attachment is going to bring on pain.

One step at a time. One foot in front of the other. And trust that we will be fine no matter what is thrown our way. We are strong enough and will prevail.

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