Boys Going Different Directions

With the boys approaching different junctures in their lives, I am finding things a little disorientating. More time spent planning, fretting, worrying, talking and on the road.

They are still going to the same school so the morning and afternoon route is the norm. Now that they're splitting up, I am facing a shit storm ahead. There's going to be hell on my schedule and I am going to device a method so that I can get work done. I've still got to work and bring in the bread. That's the problem. In other luckier families, one person is usually assigned to doing this. As a single parent, all of it lies on my shoulder.

It's hard.

I know nothing in life is easy but being a single parent is one of the hardest thing to do in life. Was it a choice? Yes and no. Yes, it was the better option. No because 2 people in this gig is better than 1.

But I will take this in my stride and do the best that I can. That's all that this universe can ask from me. Everything else is bonus.

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