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Yesterday was a day of full-throttle for me. From morning right down to the evening, I was everywhere, doing everything. Even when I felt like crashing, I kept telling myself that I can do it. I have it in me to do it. Complete it and THEN rest.

I think that's what's wrong with our societies and lives.

We breach the limit and try to reach new heights (it's not a bad thing) too fast (THAT's the bad thing).

Today, it came crashing down on me. My body is weak, I feel cold, a shiver is always a short shudder away, my brain is muddled up and I can't seem to concentrate.

It has become one of those days.

The thing is that, with society being all about the hustle, isn't crashing after pushing yourself too hard an acceptable human thing? It's normal for my body to react to the sudden adrenaline rush and influx of activities this way.

This is normal. This is what being a human being is all about. Sometimes when we're gung-ho and accomplish many things, our bodies tell us to 'Stop, what the fuck ya doing? Stop, man'.

At least that's what my inner voice is tell me.

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