The World Can Be Sweet

Something happened a few days ago that made me feel really touched. The purest of hearts and the most genuine of intentions sometimes show you that the world isn't as harsh or stressed or cruel as you think it can be.

While it is something that I might have found offensive in the past, an insult to a certain extent, when viewed with a tinge of reality, it touches you even if it's not enough to solve your problems or to relieve your pain. The pure intention is touching.

The thought that someone thought of you or someone you love. The thought that you, your kids or your family, mean something important to another, shows that you have made an impact in this world and that they think they want you around enough to make an effort to keep you.

Let this serve as a reminder that not everything is bad in this world. Sometimes, things suck but when you let the sweet outweigh the suck, hey, you know what? The world isn't such a mean-ass fucker, after all.

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