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Today feels a little weird. Went back to my in-laws' place, which we don't visit often enough, and made to feel more than a little unwelcomed or like I was causing trouble. 

It just felt weird and I can't put my finger on it. 

I felt like I was judged. Maybe it's just me or I am just being hormonal about it. 

But whatever it is, I just need to keep my head up and as long as it was unintentional and don't know anything about it (because I am blur), there's nothing I can do about it. 

The truth is that if someone has problems with me and don't tell me about it (not even a hint), there's really nothing I can do about it. If I knew about it and given the option to change or behave a certain way, I will think about it and see if I can find a middle-way. 

But sometimes people just don't want to tell you things. It makes me feel like just a needle. 

Well, I made the best out of it. That's all that is required of me, right? Being emo during this time of the month makes me think and rethink things unnecessarily sometimes. 
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